the voices go unheard

*sighs* well here i am here and bored, today seems out of place, i miss my friends, well my grandparents are supose to be coming this weekend, so i have to hide all my pictures and posters all my good stuff :P hahaha so yea well the drama club was cancell AGAIN!!! man i need them to be on task!!! eh... today is so BLAH!! nothing to do or say, i lost all senses of direction, so yea today if so lame, well today Lama had cover his mouth with duck tape, man my head is so blank i cant even focus, it feels like depression, well in a way, well im bored and here are some poems i wrote, later


Leave

Fallen hope of dreams
come to reality
wishing that i was gone
far away from this place
only wanting to be home
asleep or dead
never waking up agian
never feeling this pain ever again






Now That Your Gone

Years gone by
and yet we still havent talked
i often think about you
time and time again i wonder
wonder how are you doing
wondering if your the same person
that i once knew
or did you change in some way
that i wont be able to regonize you
my life is better this way
w/o you here, im much more happier
in a way i guess its sad
cause now that your gone lifes better
and when you were here life was misarable




.x.x.FLAWLESS.x.x.

Flawless lies
Flawless tears
Waiting for the truth to come out
waiting for you to die
Waiting for the world to destruct
Facing todays problems
in a flawless world
in your flawless pain
whatching you die




Whatching You Go

Whatching the years go by
waiting for this pain to end
wondering what will happen to you and me
lost in a fight
hoping this will end
killing myself
in your worlds of pain
leaving my past as i whatch you go
leaving me here to just FADE AWAY